~redHeartQueen~

kenape kdng2 hati nie msti dilukai dan disakiti????

smpai kn suatu tahap perasan syg 2 blh b'trk jd benci.....

kn x elok membenci seseorg so maka nya jauhi lah drpd wat org bnci dgn kite......

ape2 pn bg aku lelaki xakan pernah phm pmpuan and mcm 2 la sebalik nye.....

kdng2 kite x thu bnde yg kite kate xnk 2 lah yg kite nk.....

bnde yg kite marah 2 lah yg kite suke.....

b'cnta la berpuluh2 thn pn....dh name pn manusia kn....mmng kite xakn pnh phm ape yg org lain rse.....

sifat selfish 2 mmng akan ade pd semua manusia...... xbnyk skit pn ade la jgk.....

mcm mne nk buat sesuatu hubungan 2 kurang dr masalah......???? kurang dr slh phm....kurang dr bergaduh......????

cinta, sayang, kasih semua 2 mmng senang diucapkan tp senang ke dibuktikn??? senang ke dipertahan kn???? senang ke dijaga??????

people simply say "i love u" tp ape i love u 2?????

bg aku bodoh lah org yg pecaye cnte 2 akn buat kite bhagia....mmng aku x nafikan ade jgk org bhagi...tp cube kite tgk bile smpai 1 thp mereka fighting.....sgt sakit rite.....

the more u love someone the more u'll get hurt......

so nasihat aku disini...jgn lah serah kn seluruh hati kite pd org yg kite cintai......tinggal kan lah sedikit ruang untk diisi dng bnde lain andai hubungan sekerat jalan......

"aku x perlukan kau lg......trs trng aku ckp mmng hati aku sakit sbb lynn kau....kau ckp kau syg aku tp ape yg kau buat skrng????? ape yg kau buat skrng sume nye lg buat aku makin benci ngn kau....."

Is there a better place,

To be right now,

Than to be home,

Listening to the crickets’ sounds,

Outside the windows.

Is there a better place,

To be right now,

Than in the bed,

Closing my eyes,

Falling into a deep sleep,

To forget about the days,

Forget about the nights,

Forget about you.

Heartbroken,

Nothing better than to sleep,

To forget that you are gone,

To forget your lies,

Forget the way,

I want to forget,

I want to leave this world,

Close my eyes,

Fall to sleep to stop the heart,

From beating.

I block my ears,

From hearing the sounds,

Like your voice,

Like when you sing to me,

Those lovely songs,

They sounded to tender,

Now they kill me,

They hurt me,

I don’t want to hear anything,

Don’t want to hear the waves,

Hitting against the sand,

Don’t want to hear the birds,

Chirping outside the windows.

Don’t want to see my face,

Don’t want to see you,

Don’t want anything,

That has to do with you,

I want to close,

I want to block away,

The world to stop the pain,

In my heart.

I want my heart to stop beating,

To stop bleeding,

From your words,

Your lies.